Depressed

Scorpio seem like doomed to be emo for all the time.

Last two day of 2013 year is totally not my day :(
And, everyone like pick up the right timing to tell me all the sadness things.
My heart boom with those sadness stuffs now.

I had been sick for four days, half dying like a zombie worse than that actually.
No proper lunch or dinner for three days, sleepless nights, and all I can do is only lie down on my bed look at the ceiling, eat plenty of medicine but no use at all.

I don't know who should I tell and I feel no use to tell everyone I'm sick because this is non of their business too, they couldn't help to do anything.
And out of the sudden, I feel I left only a few friends can be found around me. In fact, everyone left me behind.
I scrolling fb and at last closed up it. I can only express myself in twitter and here.

The most sad thing I just got to know something cruel.
I feel so sorry and guilty if they phone me. But now, no :( I feel so sad and bad.
Trust me, before you become the BOSS of everyone, result actually means everything.
This is the reality that I truly understood now.
I just feel so stupid. Slap me please.



I keep everything inside the heart because not everyone can share every story.
Even though some close friends. I'm sorry. I don't know why I become like this.
I wish to go out too, for countdown too. You know?  I rejected because I don't want my parents worries me anymore.
But your respond hurts. And, I tired to explain more.

I'm too well in pretending myself nowaday. Cover myself up.
I locked myself in the bathroom, bedroom wheneven I feel wan to cry.







我不是沒傷口
我只是沒把它秀出

你不諒解也就算了
何必一直往我傷口捅呢