Depressed

Scorpio seem like doomed to be emo for all the time.

Last two day of 2013 year is totally not my day :(
And, everyone like pick up the right timing to tell me all the sadness things.
My heart boom with those sadness stuffs now.

I had been sick for four days, half dying like a zombie worse than that actually.
No proper lunch or dinner for three days, sleepless nights, and all I can do is only lie down on my bed look at the ceiling, eat plenty of medicine but no use at all.

I don't know who should I tell and I feel no use to tell everyone I'm sick because this is non of their business too, they couldn't help to do anything.
And out of the sudden, I feel I left only a few friends can be found around me. In fact, everyone left me behind.
I scrolling fb and at last closed up it. I can only express myself in twitter and here.

The most sad thing I just got to know something cruel.
I feel so sorry and guilty if they phone me. But now, no :( I feel so sad and bad.
Trust me, before you become the BOSS of everyone, result actually means everything.
This is the reality that I truly understood now.
I just feel so stupid. Slap me please.



I keep everything inside the heart because not everyone can share every story.
Even though some close friends. I'm sorry. I don't know why I become like this.
I wish to go out too, for countdown too. You know?  I rejected because I don't want my parents worries me anymore.
But your respond hurts. And, I tired to explain more.

I'm too well in pretending myself nowaday. Cover myself up.
I locked myself in the bathroom, bedroom wheneven I feel wan to cry.







我不是沒傷口
我只是沒把它秀出

你不諒解也就算了
何必一直往我傷口捅呢

Annyeong ♥

Very officially to say it, we finally graduated. :D *I know I'm late for one week plus to say so*
Ended the one and the half year of form six life in high school, finished sat for every semester papers, wow great. No more morning assembly, no more uniform and white shoes, no more *blablablabla* etc. Yeah we finally get a little more freedom from that.
Yet, I know I'll miss all that.

Well, our class having a class trip heading to Kukup Island for a last memories, a two day one night short trip. Not all the classmates present, we short of three others. :(

God blessed, for the sunny day and windy night over there. We enjoyed and had so much funs at there. So now, photos will do the rest job :)

Day 1 - We reached there about noon.

 

Nice sky view at Kukup Island and strong wind blow on your face

But the color of the sea is actually no much diff from Malacca river hah

 

Photos time after lunch hahah 

 

 They're 大妹, 中妹 & 小妹 in our class :D

 

 

 

 * On the boat *  way to Kelong



Credit to our photographer because himself is not in this pic. HAHAHA

* I don't have any pic that all of us tgt * sad

 

 

 

 

So, what we do in the hostel except eat and sleep?

Here, playing Manjong and sing k almost whole the day. LOL

 

I'm the newbies for Manjong. HAHA Perhaps, I still know how to play it.

 

They sing almost whole day and night

 

 

 

 ♥ Sunset ♥

 

 The natural beauty

 

Had a short walk around the village before the dinner



 

I'm scared of night because of insomia problem and we watched horror movie before sleep T^T

Well maybe too tired, as promise to watch another movie with ay until the next morning but failed, ended up I fall asleep in sofa.

Wake up at 5.30am to catch a look the dawn!

We walked almost 30mins to another village to watch it.

Legs pain but it was worthy for everything afterwards! :)

 

 

  

 

The first time we did this :)

Maybe I'm too lighter for her, because she asked me, 'Do you still there? sitting behind me?' Opsh I was there but she cannot feel my exist.

 

 

Finally reached, because we walked the wrong pathway.

The moment waiting for the dawn, it about 6.55am that time.

 

started to show up

 

 
 

 so beautyyyy ♥

 

I love sunrise more than sunset

sunrise is more precious than sunset in my view

Its beauty when the few sec it rise up :) ♥

 

 

A fews sec video here hahah.

I have another longer one but it's blur.

 

 

 

 

And then, we played around at there.

 

 

The only 7 wake up for dawn

 

On the way back * cute mini shop

 

Day 2 activity-    Here we come, Natural Park.

 



Like this photo! Credit to shifong :) too bad she not included.

 

The most interesting part *dangdangdang*

The first stop, the Suspension Bridge. Opsh it actually only 10-15 meter height :P *No fear ! 

 

There's many signage along the way.

 :)



 

 

The stretch inside the island. 

 

The snake river

 

Last stop before going back :(

 

However, an enjoyable and wonderful trip :)

 

 

 

 

Someone who changes your life is just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who make you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

This is forever friendship.  - Gossip Girls

 

I don't believe in forever, because forever has an end.

But, real friends never apart because of distance. 

 

Thanks you guys, for all the sweet and great moments that we created together in this two years.

Love you all hahah XD

Take good care and cheer always everyone!   

 

*Fighting* Have faith !

 

 

:)  ♥

 

♥♥♥