A dream is a wish (: your heart makes

Monday, November 12, 2012

It is just.

You are the one who control me tightly, instead of dad, mum.
Somewhere, sometimes I didnt buy it.

No freedom, no outting, no point for your stand and arguments, for always.
Nagging, blaming me, always. So, why don't just left me behind and don't care?
Stop putting on high expection on me. Stop loving me.
Then maybe I could escape from being guilty, sorry for not be a good girl or let you down, don't let you feel proud of me etc.

I just need a little space to breath. A little time to escape from tiredness.
A place to stay in peace,mind peace. Or moreover just a hug, enough than others.
Hanging out sound worst for you.But I always report any single thing to you, didnt I?
FINE. Don't bring me out to anywhere,then.

I hate nagging, I am tired of argue and explain.
It is enough. stop it.
How much I wish I have the courage to just pick up a bag and travel alone. YEAH ALONE.



Im loving you,too. 
3days to my birthday. 
You supposed to know it bring a different meaning for me, this birthday.
Music boxes wish for years. disappointed instead of exhausted.